I'm fine=Save me! CHAPTER 1

I can't sleep.School is almost here.I don't want to go to a new one AGAIN.I'm sick of going to new schools all of the time, always being scared if they will like me or not.My birthday is coming up and I still have NO freinds.What am I going to do? I can't be a loner forever.This is starting to turn out just like Wanette (p.s. got bullied bad there) its making me depressed and no one notices.Sometimes I just think about a knife cutting into my arms and blood pouring out will make it better and lots of other horrible things but I don't because i'm strong but on top of all that I miss my papa so much.I just want to see him and be able to hug him.Pictures are just NOT the same.What am i going to do? Papa I miss you so much.When I see him I don't know if I will ever let go of him.I love him so much.Seeing him would really make me happy.When i'm around him all the darkness just goes away.