my first piece

I've always needed an out for all my feelings. I'm really an introverted person or so i have come to understand lately. I say so because at one point my own sister called me that but i had really no understanding for the word at the time. Little by little as i have matured in many ways, i actually agree and fully accept it which makes me feel relieved in a weird way. I ususally never write anything not even for myself, much less for others to see, hence the title my first piece. if you like it cool, if not then i hope you dont judge but rather try to understand what is is i am saying. There are a million things that i wish i could say to everyone in my life. but for some reason, that is not as easy for me as it sounds. I come to cold moments of realizations at certain times and to this date thakfuly there has not been a time where i found myself feeling guilty for time being too late for me to say some f those things.