The Girl Inside of Me

I have changed,
Into a beast.
I’m at my weakest,
I’ve seen my least.
The cuts on my wrist,
Will scar forever.
My friends say,
We’ll get over this,
We’ll get over this together.
I look at them,
With my crying eyes.
Please don’t tell me that.
Please don’t tell me these lies.
There’s a monster inside of me,
I want it gone.
Just once,
Can I not be so wrong?
So here I sit,
On a lonely night,
Writing poems wishing my life turned upright.
I search for the day,
I will finally see.
That girl that’s inside,
That girl that’s inside of me.
~ Scarlet Rose