my fault

l breathed hard and splashed some more wateer onto my face.hoping this like a dream would just end simultaniously.l sqinted my eyes rubed them one last time look directly into my image on the mirror then slowly turned my back to the bed.
she lay there motonless her mouth wide open.fleis hovering over the blood stainined axe and her open fore head.
l walked to the bed grabbed a towel and blew the insects away.l stared at her once was beautiful face and exclaimed my dis bilief in what had just occured