Am I really Empty?

Am I Really Empty?

When I hear all these love songs
Tears are just falling all along
I feel so empty
Just like these past few days

Now that everybody is here I'm happy
Later I'm sad if with nobody
I want to ask and talk
But i don't know if who

I'm just pretending I'm happy
Actually I'm not
I'm just wearing a clown's mask
To hide what I really feel inside

I'm hurt I know, by whom
I don't know
There is a piece that is missing in me
I'm empty that's all I can say
Please understand this is the reality

Reality that's still flying in the air
I wanna search for the truth
But where will I start
I, even don't know the reason behind everthing

Reflection is all I need
And search for the beginning
Then start ll over again
And wipe all these tears falling like rain
Am I really empty
Please tell me
But how could you
If even myself i don't know

An empty space inside me
Still hoping who or what to fill it
There are happiness and miseries
Maybe this is my fate
Lord God will help me find the truth
One day you'll see me true and happy...
­ by: Ma. Julie P . Laguna