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Hello everyone, I am attempting to write a blog. I want to dig deeper inot my life for my writing. I want to expand through life challenges either from work, school, kids, husbands,etc. |
| Hey my fellow readers. I know it's been awhile. Been busy with life, kids, work, etc. Lately I've been stressed. Everyone is, right? With me there would be periods of, "I'm okay. I'm feeling alright." Then next thing I know I am down. Just plain ol' down with depression or something related to that. Everyone I'm sure gets that in their life, but why does my experience feel different? I labeled this title, "The Burden of a Lazy Mother," because well, that's me, in general. I'm naturally lazy. I do get the job done and still be there for my kids. But most mornings, if I can't physically get my kids up, they don't go to school. It doesn't happen often but lately it has. My daughter does have a form of sleep apnea which we are working with what the doctor tells us and my son who is a teenager falls asleep late. But enough of that, I feel I am a burden to my kids because I seem to be letting them down. It's not just school, it's their life in general. I'm mostly saying I'm sorry and I will do better. But I don;t. Or maybe I do and I don't realize it. I am trying my best being a married single mom. (Husband is living overseas for military orders). Even though I am used to this, since my kids are getting older, it's like, "wait, what? why?" What happened? It's more difficult to raise kids as they get older. No wonder I am getting more gray hair! So yea, I am lazy and I do feel bad showing my kids that. But everyday I am trying. Even when I feel those internal war all day, I push through for my kids. |
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