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| Tobago- with a name like that, I know this will be a grand adventure. As soon as I can drag myself out of this glorious pool. I don't know what it is about floating in a pool while looking out over the ocean, but it gives me such a feeling of relaxation that I don't know why I haven't done this before. I hope I'm up to the hike. I fear that SPACE COBWEBS and the others will leave me behind if I don't keep up with them. I've never been a bird watcher, but I have to admit I'm looking forward to seeing how many different species we see. The good thing is that it's just our group, so I don't have to put up with strange annoying tourists. The bad news is that it's 8 hours. I better quit yakking and double check my backpack for plenty of water and snacks. |
| I've been all over the place. Well, mainly down. Really down. Like crying most of the day. I did drag myself out of bed yesterday. But only because I had to drag my depressed daughter out of bed. Is it terrible to think that if I had considered the possibility of passing on mental illness I may not have had kids? The only thing worse than trying to drag myself out of the hole of despair is trying to drag Ravyn out. Lord I don't know what I'm doing. And I really fucking hate crying. Seriously. |
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but seems to be okay today. I worry about my poor circulation, scrub my toes with a soft bristle brush, watch discoloration come and go. I probably need new arteries or veins but hey... "Heathcare" USA (enough said?). I may be better off trying something here in Thailand. But still... wish I lived in a country that had adequate patient based healthcare. Thailand and Taiwan mostly do, but I can't access it. First world systems like Europe, Canada and Australia do, but again, I can't access it. 