The Horde

Thinking

I sit here thinking of what to write. I only find a blank screen meeting my mind. then again that is what we are looking for in life so that one day we might turn around and see the amazing mural our life has left behind. Sadly I keep turning around to see what I just came through and drop myself down because I just look at the last few depressing years I have been through.

Then again it might be that I am stressing simply because I have no way of spending time with my man. Thanks to being 300-miles apart. Them again I don't have transportation to travel that distance so it means this one sided on traveling. I feel the stress of it because I dream once more of being held just to wake and be alone.