Porthole

What's a good way to celebrate success?

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Maybe riding a unicorn out of town ... incognito of course.

Success is an issue for me. Yes, I love the feeling of accomplishment. If I've been suffering depression or anxiety leading up to the success then the relief of feeling quasi-normal is enough.

I do tend to tell people.

I'll take hugs and smiles, but I'd rather not be fussed over.

I don't do parties or formal affairs. They make me feel unsafe. And if I have something to celebrate I feel no need to be miserable just for others.

I'm at a stage right now that I just want this month to be over. I just want to be able to snap my fingers and everything on my to-do list will be done.

At least my depression has lessened but my anxiety is rising.

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