Evolution of Love 2

THE LILA OF GOD

Sport or play is natural to God, our experiences are known as the Lila (play) of God.

Without any prior intimation, we suddenly have a taste of our own being;
excepting this one instance of the taste,
we have no knowledge of the nature of the Self. But then, even this bit of experience is hidden away from us.

We are forced into a series of activities and experiences: that I am a homosapien, I
am a body, my name is such and such, this is my religion, my duty, etc. One action follows another, and there is no rest
from them, no escape, we have to see them through. This goes on inevitably, until perchance, it loses all its charm, and
we seek the spiritual treasure.

If the purpose of all this be inquired into, we get different accounts from different people. Some claim it is because of the actions of millions of previous lives – but
nobody has the direct experience of these past lives; it is obvious that this is fiction.

Dazzled by the ingenious inventions and discoveries of the scientists, some base their interpretation on empirical facts and offer them as explanations, but the suddenly experienced taste of our own being cannot be interpreted in
this way.

When the world is called by the word Maya or illusion, it is condemned to be mean; when the same thing is called by the words “play of God”, it becomes great!
In reality the facts are what they are.

Who is the recipient of the high
designation – who confirms the uselessness for thecondemnation
– who is He
– what name should we give Him
after first-hand experience?

That we have experiences is a fact; others tell us about their experiences, we receive information concerning relations, and instruction in the performance of activities, and we organize our behavior accordingly. Someone from these guides initiates us into what is said to be the core of the indwelling Spirit, but that too turns out to be a transient affair. For the acquaintance secured thus does not possess the experiential core of the taste, and the initiator himself proves to be part and parcel of that bit; thus both he and his
knowledge are lost to us. Now we are free to go our own way, but for want of the necessary taste, this self-help is
equally helpless. We are where we were.

What is it that we call the Lila of God?
How are we related to this sporting God whom we saw, talked to, had friendship with, and intense love for. In spite of all this closeness and fondness, what is our relation to Him?
All the previous experiences with their peculiarities have vanished.
The Lila of God disappears along with the pseudo experience with the advent of the present experience.