What am I Doing Here?

Rambling time, junky ideas

Well it has finally happened. I am a resident of Houston, Texas no more. My house on Overbrook has been bought by a former neighbor. I have called gas, water, electric, and insurance companies to cancel services. It made me feel very sad. Stan will have his closing on Friday. He is looking forward to it. With our homes gone, our home here in Broken Arrow will be it. I guarantee that I will not move again. I hope to have most of my belongings on site here, especially my jewelry here. I also need a few more of my books.
My clothes are so old that I think a few might fall apart. Stan has always wanted me to update my wardrobe. But he keeps handing me catalogs that have lovely and expensive clothes. He also knows that I do not like looking at my body. I have gained weight due to all of the sitting I have done. He has gained a few pounds but it does not bother him. His clothes look good on him. So I might shop later when I feel that I have stabilized my weight. But also some styles are not my taste.

My move means that I will need to feel that I belong. I do not have a job. Why? I am retired. Stan has says that he really does not want me to work. I do not want to just walk the dog, sit or be on the computer. Stan is now obsessed with pulling weeds. He wants his yard as nice as others. That again is not my hope.
What do I want to do? Well I would need to be rectified as a substitute teacher or sign language interpreter. However I do to want to be required to travel during the time in the winter when the roads are icy or snow covered. The sides to the roads that are hilly scare me. I wouldn't want to slide off. I would not make it.
In Houston the only problem was flooded streets. I also did not need to go out everyday.
I do not have many friends out here yet. I think most of the neighbors have a set life with a warm circle of friends. I have a problem of unfinished worries about a man taking Stan and my picture at a Whataburger and 2 people who were in the neighborhood. Stan says that I am working about nothing. I think that a little caution is worth it. I have only had the neighborhood people problem for today, and will be watching for the next week. I hope this is a false alarm.
Well I see that Shadow is getting ready to go to sleep. I want her to have a good night's sleep so I'll close for now. This has been a complete rambling blog. Just a few thoughts with not much significant.
We'll see if I can't do better tomorrow.
Sweet dreams all!