a descent into poetry insanity |
every Wednesday at three thirty, precisely, tornado sirens practice their wailing for thirty seconds, then fall silent. I hear them—north, east, south, echoing around the county from the tops of elementary schools and post offices, reminding us that someday, some night, they will sound in earnest, and they are ready to take up the call. when it storms, we gather together around the television. a storm watch shuts down every broadcast— for a map with the storm drawn in green rain and red wind. —look, we say. it’ll pass south of us. the sirens sound over the whole county, even when the danger zone lies miles away. if it looks close, we gather the blankets together in the hall, and listen for the wails to stop. there is no low point in this house. one afternoon, during a line of thunder that stretched up from the southwest as tall as the sky, a notch formed, the wind spun, the sirens sounded, and the children, heard the sirens from overhead, and ducked into the hallway, their bags already packed to leave. their parents waiting in lines of parked cars stretching for blocks around the school, listening to the radio shouting at them to take shelter, but the children couldn’t be released into the storm, and the adults were not allowed in to the shelter of the school. tornado sirens wail most often in the afternoon and evening, as the wind changes temperature and builds strength. I listen, every time, when the sirens practice. someday, during a storm, the tornado sirens will sound at precisely three thirty, and they won’t stop. Every place has its own dangers. I wouldn't like to live in California, like my brother, but it was strange to me when I came back from England and my family had moved to Tennessee. I left from Maryland, where they didn't have tornado drills. But it's always struck me as strange that they set off the sirens once a week--right in the beginning of the most dangerous time for tornados. Half the time, we don't even hear it, anymore. The school thing happened to my sister. What was worst for the kids was that the sirens were on the roof of the school, so by the time it was over, they were nearly deaf. After that tornado got a school a couple of years ago (in Moore, OK), I thought back to that time, and was a bit sick to my stomach. |