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Mental Health Deep into the darkness the hell I live in The chaos in my mind takes over control Waking up each day not knowing who I am Medicine helps some there is no cure What I have is invisible but killing me inside Just because I don't look sick doesn't mean I am not Flip and flop Back and forth Evil and Angel Sustain the rage keep it locked up For if it was released I fear the unknown I am never alone the voices are always there Sometimes they let me have control but only for a short time I can never clear my mind there is too much going on There is never a quiet moment constant and consistent Chatter and evil spewed forth from my mind I tell them to shut up they just laugh at me Telling me they own me I will never get away This hell is my life now there is no way out I am trapped inside my own mind rattling the cage to get out I want to be myself not who they want me to be I have my own mind and ideas my goals and dreams I will be damned if they ruin it or try to take it from me I will fight this fight alone if I must I want my life back and that is my goal I will sustain from giving up I will continue onward Step by step day by day I will walk this journey because it is mine to walk |