Frozen Taz

Miracles?

Do you believe in miracles? Why, or why not?





Yes, I do believe in miracles. There is too many undeserving or confusing gifts not to.


For reasons beyond my understanding I was able to live past 18 years old. In gracing me with that gift I have had plenty of children in my life even though medical professionals told me at 14 years I only had a 5% of ever conceiving and none chance of getting pass the 1st trimester. With that gift I have gotten to see grandkids be born and grow.


I have lost loves that shattered my very soul sure I would never know any kind of love again and yet I did.


I have lived though many situations that should have taken me out of this world, and yet for reason beyond my understanding I survived. With this gift I was able to pass on my knowledge and proven it from happing to others. Which in turn has allowed them to pass it on down.


Miracles come in every type of and even they don't really seem like miracles to the person receive them it maybe just the gift someone else needed.


I lost my parents at very young age. Even though only one died the other was still lost to me. I spent nearly a decade in mourning, filled with a very destructive hatred for adults, and cursed the world around every chance I got. I was robbed of any type of childhood, abused way pass human limits and even tried to end it a few times. However, others saw a young child raising a child by herself and succeeding, giving them the hope to do it themselves. The child I was raising saw a person that refused to let life win. Even other family members saw a survivor and claimed it inspired them to fight though some of the toughest cancers and other illness. While I did not see it as a miracle in anyway, for others it was the miracle they needed to witness to find the power they needed to get things done.


I don't claim to always understand them, nor do I always see the miracle for it is, but yes I do believe in them. Miracles are always happen all around us, but you can only recognize them when you are in the right frame of mind.


Sometime just being who we are is the miracle in itself. Plenty of people who know me don't understand how my life is what it is, to be honest I don't either, but I go along everyday just being who I am. That is a miracle to some. By being me my son knows he is never alone in life even if he cannot see me. The history of my father lives on because I am here carrying with me.


Like I said before, miracles come in all types and for all reasons. It is not always for us to understand or even be aware of it is just for us to appreciate it when do.