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After the pressure...

...depressed.

mi:

We can never be someone else. We are best at being ourselves.

Depresses me to the max. I see people I want to be or worse ..."have".

I walk my journey alone.

...

Went to market. Saw Jeremy. Saw Peter. Met other people from Baltimore or Orioles fans. Bought steamed dumplings. Bought morels.

Glad I remembered to go.

I was up early after collapsing early. This adjusting ain't adjusting. Tired now. Need coffee. Almost noon.

Without purpose I'm a bit lost. Have something to keep me busy and occupied every day of the week. Doesn't seem to be enough.

When I'm traveling I don't have time to get too depressed. The anxiety and daily frustration wipe it out. When good things happen I can smile.

But when the pressure is off even good things don't help much.

I mostly look and sound happy. Folks have no idea...

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