Vertago

Random Thoughts

    I know I'm not normal, but, who is?
  I like movies its a safe way to escape my boring
  life. I think I've become addicted to The Blaze.com.
  It's a lot like porn. You watch it. You get excited.
  But, it doesn't feel real. George Soros reminds me
  of my History Professor, Ralf. He has those same
  sad eyes. I think he disliked his job, but it was
  all he knew. I don't dislike George. He's just doing
  what comes naturally: hunting and gathering.
  So be it.
    As I look back at my bizarre life, I wonder if
  there is a moral or purpose to it. I loved growing
  up in Cambridge, Mass. The feminist went topless
  to prove they were just as free as men to do it.
  More power to them!
    Recently, I had a discourse with a young man,
  who maybe a father. He's not certain. He is a now
  18, but might have impregnated a girl of 15 when
  he was 17. He didn't believe me when I explained
  that teenage sex is illegal. He thinks its legal
  if both partners are teenagers. It isn't.
  If his girlfriend is pregnant he will have to pay
  child support and he might be prosecuted for rape.
  That is the way the laws are written in Maine.
      I had a buddy Tim get a girl pregnant in
  Cambridge. They were both teenagers and Tim got
  arrested. He was put on a sex offenders list and
  had to check in with a probation officer. .
  Tim made a mistake poking around a girl whose
  dad was a Cambridge police officer. I'm not certain
  if this is the standard procedure. Tim is my age
  now and that offense is still dogging him ..
  The danger from society is too great.
      Here's a story. Michael and I were kissing
  in the Porter Square Parking lot. We were 12.
  An adult woman pulled us apart. A total stranger.
  She said it was disgusting. This was Cambridge
  in the 70's. My fear was she might attract more
  attention to me and Michael. We had been threatened
  by other boys...
    This all plays into my theory that people are
  impulsive hypocrites. That most people hate more
  easily, than love. That's the animal instinct.
  I'm pessimistic about the future. Iran is a perfect
  example of religious bigotry. Just watch what comes
  from all their hosannas.
    It's sad. Mohamed tried to unite Judaism and
  Christianity with Islam. But, religion is about
  dividing people. There is only one truth.
  We are all human.

  Sine De