Inner Scribbles

My Mother

I want to take this opportunity to talk about the most special person in my life ~ my mother. I shudder at the thought of what I would do or where I would be without her. She is the most awesome support system I could ever hope for and definitely more than I really deserve. I am blessed beyond belief in the fact that she even still stands by my side, given all the hell I have put her through for so long. In all honesty, she should have wiped her hands clean of me a long, long time ago. But she didn't. I can only hope that I am making her proud by finally stepping up to the plate and growing up. I have single-handedly robbed her of 25 years of her life; I had no such right to do so. But she forgives me and we are working past all of my past stupidity and finally enjoying each other.

She is so goofy and provides me with so much "from the gut" laughter that I really need to start investing in some Depends! Today was one of the first days we didn't do too much laughing. She was upset over some work issues and I am suffering from a miserable toothache. One of the many payments of doing meth every day for 25 years. I am so over the dope, but the repercussions still thrive.

Anyway, I just wanted to briefly share with everyone how thankful I am to have the best mother in the world!!