A cracking life

Exposure

Well... at this moment in time I have no choice but to bare my soul to the world... my 'restrict access' is not working properly... this is a bummer, I can only make my blog readable if I leave it as 'Make public, Allow EVERYONE!'.. EVERYONE is a pretty scary thought, I feel like I'm walking down the street with me bikini on and no sunglasses! But then what's the point of not writing anything... If I make this private I may as well be writing my diary.

So.. two and twos I've just gotta change the odd detail to protect the guilty.. Last nite I went on a date with a bloke who I met when I went to buy something from him. He seemed like My Kind Of Person.. Oooh... me never learn... I mean I NEVER learn.. after having a nice Vietnamese dinner in Shoreditch and talking our little socks off, he said that he wanted to go for a drink... we did so, no sooner had we got our drinks than he downed his pint in one and said I didn't have time to drink mine as I would miss my last train home... we left the pub, me walking along like a little rag doll, being dragged around by my arm... and then he walked off and left me! I didn't know where to go so I asked a couple of people the way to the station, on my way said geezer shouted at me from a coupla hundred yards down the road... he'd called a taxi and told me to get in or I wouldn't get the train... I didn't want to get in but he insisted I would miss the train.. The taxi driver said we would have been better and it would have been quicker to walk, which was what I'd said... what do I know? I'm just a woman... When we got to the station I got out... he paid a tenner to the taximan and then promptly called me a selfish cow!... I got on the train with me metaphorical udders between me legs!

What can I say... I have very precise radar for assholes, clearly... he sent me a text telling me I was the kind of woman who would jump in bed with anyone... cos he would know!!!! I sent a message back... he lives on a narrow boat... I said:
"Narrow boat, narrow mind, you shouldn't call women cows because it demeans you more than it does them".
What else is there to say? Bother with insults? I am ashamed of myself as I always am after these little engagements... it's degrading and humiliating... Dunno if it's the fags or my emotional crap that's gonna kill me first!