Keeping my Sanity

My head is silent

I smoked my cigarette in silence, comtemplating my empty head.  My head feels like a black hole, no thoughts or anything going round in it, maybe I am at peace, this is a first.  No imaginary characters jostling around in my head yelling at me, a new experience.  I am a complete blank.  It is a little un-nerving, there always seems to be so much going on up there, the silence is distracting.  On the plus side I am feeling very relaxed and not stressed at all, like I can handle anything the world throws at me.