What am I Doing Here?

Just hang in there.

Hello there. It is February 15th, at 3:14 CST. I guess you might say that I am a night owl. Not really but I am staying up late and being here is not going to help me any. This is one thing that I want to change because I know that it is not good for me. But I find that when I cannot get to sleep that I want to check my portfolio and/or read some nice work of other people. Thank you WDC you are a real God send.
Yesterday was February 14th. You know the day when ladies are supposed to go out, have fun, get candy and/or flowers. Well nada---zilch---nichs---big fat zero. Now one must have a sweetie to get something, but I was hoping to hear from family. (See above sentence that starts with "Well.......)
Is it any wonder that my heart is a little (?) sad. I think that overall there could be a little improvement, but I think a certain bruder is still trying to "teach me a lesson." I am in a no win situation but must stand my ground. LIfe is not sweet music or laughter sometimes. Is that what I am supposed to get out of this? Don't know. Just hang in there. Now go to bed and sweet dreams.