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Rated: 18+ · Book · Emotional · #1111435
My second journal here. My new beginnings.
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#614083 added October 21, 2008 at 10:36pm
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Will I?
Will I ever figure out what it is that's calling me? I feel it all the time, all around me. It never quits.

Will I ever finish this damn novel? It's what I'm supposed to do.

Will I ever stop needing help. I could go on forever.

I am not the one for you. I'm not the one you've been looking for. I'm just myself. I don't need anyone. I don't need anything. I need meditation. I need to stop using sleeping pills for rest.

Thoughts invade my head at everytime of the day. At work, at home, at sleep.

I'm a wasted body for a life. I should have been something else. Sometimes I try to hard. Sometimes I don't try at all.

It's easy to cry when you're me.

*Star*Elaine Bradley
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