Drop by drop the snow pack dies, watering the arid lands below. |
Istijlál (Majesty), 3 Rahmat (Mercy), 165 BE – Thursday, June 26, 2008 about 7:38 AM PDT I'm going to make this entry before my Internet connection disconnects again. It's been wonky for the past 24 hours and I'm not sure what the problem is. This has nothing to do with housekeeping, except that it's my e-mails and port I need to clean up. It's difficult to clear either when I have no Internet connection. I've decided to go for a premium upgrade. I have enough GPs for a two month membership right now. If I do a few more reviews (all right I'm under estimating how many review I need to do) I'll have enough for a 3-month membership. My gut feeling says I should go for a 6-month membership, however this morning I'm looking on the dark side of the cosmos. This is no excuse not to make the effort, of course. Writing helps my mood, I'm not as depressed (all though I'm not sure that is the right word) now. I've made an entry in Writing my Spiritual Journey and I've started an entry in my Gratitude Journal. In addition, I've said several of the prayers I decided to say for Rahmat. My mood is slowly changing, but I haven't logged into my checking account yet today. Logging into it is always a bit depressing, so I don't like to do that until I'm in a little better mood. I’m going to clean up my writing.com e-mail between reviewing sessions, if my Internet connection hold long enough to let me do that. I have started storing my reviews when I do them so I don’t loose the entire review. Well, I better post this before my connection goes again. |