Dialogue with my muse |
JOE: Good morning Calliope. CALLIOPE: Good morning Joe. What's on your mind today? JOE: Antici----pation. CALLIOPE: Sounds like an interesting story. JOE: Perhaps. Several days ago my daughter asked me to sit on a panel today of people touched by mental illness. The audience consists of law enforcement personnel who will deal with mental illness in their work. CALLIOPE: Are you prepared? JOE: I didn't write anything out but I do have a general idea what I want to say. I will talk about wrestling with the idea of presenting, my background as a psychologist and some of my interactions with the police when various family members were beset by acute mental illness. CALLIOPE: Sounds like you have a lot to say. Have you ever thought of writing about it? JOE: I have written a couple columns and pieces for the Mental Health Association. I am afraid that going further would embarrass my family members. I guess it is up to them to tell their stories when they are ready? CALLIOPE: Wise move. I hope it goes well today. JOE: It's about time to leave. I will pause here and finish our conversation when I get back. CALLIOPE: Good luck. --- JOE: Hi. I'm back. CALLIOPE: How did it go. JOE: Quite well. Once I got started I managed to dispel my anxiety completely. This was the first time I ever talked without notes. I decided to trust myself and it went fine. Now to catch up on everything else. Talk with you tomorrow. |