I'm Studying You

yer not the ocean

Wasn't gonna blog today. Not in the mood.

Then I figured I'd just stuff in here what I wrote when I woke up this morning. Haven't written at all in the last maybe 2 weeks. Then I re-read it and said nope...too depressing. It might end up in my port in a few days anyway.

I guess I've just been considering the weight I've put myself under lately. I most certainly am not looking for sympathy; when I get into these moods I have to take a step back and realize that things aren't as bad as they seem and it's all in how you deal with everything that eventually makes you who you are. So today, I'm just dealing...I'll sort out who I end up becoming from it later.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yO4xasPhGic

Couldn't figure out what to listen to today, then I saw this cd sticking out from a stack on my coffee table. Kinda sums up how I'm dealing with life today.