Work + Family + Boys =Complicated.
I have questions that need answers!! |
Ive missed boyfriends before...but not like this. I am by nature...an emotional eater...but now...I CANT EAT! Im just not hungry. The worst thing is....my mom made jokes about me not eating and I denied it because thats never happened before. Well....Im not hungry, I just want to stay in bed where we spent some of our best times together and remember. I talk to him on the phone every night for hours and I love it, but its not the same. I want him here, in person with me. Im going out to see him in five weeks...BUT I DONT WANT TO WAIT! There is nothing I want more than to be where he is. Its a strange thing, the only person I want to talk to, spend time with, just be around is a million miles away. I dont have anything special to say to him or about anything inparticular just talking to him is one of the highlights of my day. I am utterly in love and utterly low without him. I gave him all of me, he gave me all of him and we're bothing missing eachother. Its a beautiful thing. Annoying but lovely. Its nice to need someone like this and know your needed in return. So my question is... Does this missing ever get easier or go away? |