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Just to be me...

How do I learn to grow? To love this fractured shell I live in? This person that only the world sees, she's not me... Not who I was meant to be. Her voice, stifled by all of my uncertainty. Let her out, you say? Oh now, wouldn't THAT be the day?? Perhaps now, let me get on my knees and learn how to pray. Can I convince myself that I deserve this? And maybe so so much more? I need to find my way. I want to know me... to know what makes me smile. :) What kind of effort would it take, to make it through life, mile by mile? Where is that motivation, why is it buried so deep within? Rocky is that sea of life, the one that has led me to, and through, all of this strife. I'm broken and tired, but I know that I can't possibly give up this fight. Aching to be free, aching just to be me