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Work was a real bitch today. First of all, I'm about 15 hours into quitting smoking. I knew it was going to be rough but I am mentally prepared to deal with it this time around. That's part of the reason I'm writing lately...I have been carrying a notebook with me for weeks. In addition to the poems and stories I like to mess with, I've been tracking my cigarettes and trying to fight the triggers that make me want to smoke. Ugh again...I'm so light headed and confused today, so this entry is gonna be all over the place.
At first I thought I was seeing today's customers as fucking assholes just because I've quit smoking. Then I realized that I was actually in a really GOOD mood today. Thinking positive, whistling, singing along with the Xmas music at work, etc. The customers really were assholes today. None of them could read the sale signs. I kept getting complaints like, "Well, there's a red men's sweater that looks JUST LIKE this WOMEN'S red sweater, only the men's sweater is on sale for $10.99, and the women's is $30. It's on sale because it's red, too, right?" WTF? What goddamn planet are these people from?
I have so much more to let out but my dog requires some playtime now. He's not taking no for an answer. I'm going to play catch for a while and try to relax. I might be back to update later, just to keep tabs on my level of sanity.