Warmness of the Soul

I dont know..

im not perfect.. not even close
I dont deserve her at all
I wish there was some excuse I could use
but no..
I make more mistakes than i should but thats all i can say is they are mistakes.. doesnt mean i love her any less, or she did anything.. just means that i make mistakes like alot of other people.
I dont know what im doing..
i dont always think either or word things right.
even now if i promise not to do something again, well.. (and no, not cheating for anyone who reads this) doesnt seem to matter anymore..
my heart is sad..

that is all..