Go Ahead and Ask Me

maybe he thinks forgetfulness or vacancy is cute...

I'm mildly annoyed at myself...

What normal church has a 9PM service? And what stupid person might actually think that????

On Saturday, John invited me to church. It was the first indication of anything that he'd given me so far. And I was stupid enough to screw it up. He either thinks:

1. I blew him off.
2. I'm that stupid.
3. I was that tired.
4. He doesn't really care either way because he's not really interested; Nathan is just leading me to believe so.

But I have noticed that Nathan is a touchy subject between us. I'm always careful not to pursue a Nathan-related conversation because of the thoughts it will bring. Weird; the one person we know in common who all three of us haven't ever been together at once. (we came pretty close on Wednesday, though... Except that I realized what I was doing and left the building. No need to create awkwardness!!!!)