The Life Of Me.

Well....

Things have been a bit up and down lately. With Dad...Katie acting out...me buckling under the pressure of having a sister that ignores her family. What can I say though...there's been one constant...one thing that has kept me going, because when I'm with him, nothing can hurt me.

He really makes my life better. I can't wait until I move in with him. I was looking at flats again last night, and I'm just so excited He was saying that Andi and Gemma apparently have sex for hours while her parents are in the next room, when supposedly, she's meant to be upstairs in a separate room...that type of deceit just isn't me. I think it's disrespectful. I want to feel free of all that sort of stuff, be in my own space and not worry about my parents or my sister hearing. And to be honest...I don't know anyone who has sex for four hours, without it hurting lol (for the girl), unless he really doesn't make that much of an impression....ha.

My own place would be nice. Mum and Alan bought Katie and I laptops at the weekend. Really, really good ones. It's going to save a lot of arguments. A LOT. They have internet connection, printer access, and are faster than our main computer lol. I can't wait to go home and do some work on it, tbh.

*Sigh*.... I miss my baby.