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Unkempt hemp

I woke up this morning in a mix of sadness and anger.

I woke up on her side of the bed, staring at a picture of her. I couldn't help but to feel sad that once she came over to remove all of her stuff I would no longer even know she was there except in the memories I have with her.

However, I became angry. Angry because I think she is just afraid. Afraid of putting herself in a relationship. I'm almost 100% sure this is what is going on. On her MySpace account she said that she had decided to be a lesbian, and that is why she broke up with me. She said she had been bi...but I know that is bullshit.

She's doing it because it's the easy way out. Just the night before, as I posted in my blog yesterday, she said that she was afraid I was going to break up with her.

It's like a pre-emptive attack. I don't want him to hurt me so I'll run.