Zee Blog

Exhaustion and a leaky heart.

So lonely right now. Can't really place why I am, it just happened.

I just have the strongest desire to be held. To be wrapped up into the blanket of someone I love and be cradled and made to know I'm loved.

I feel tears down my cheeks, but they are dry.

I imagine that if I close my eyes I'll feel fingers brush my cheeks. That I'll hear the softest coo coming from one of the enchanting phantoms of my past.

I wonder what the feeling of lying next to someone is. I miss what it means to go to bed knowing that you are slipping beneath warmed sheets next to your drooling partner.

Sweet loneliness. You are my only bed partner this eve.