Days of My Life

CONFUSED!!!!!!!!

Hey yall.
I'm so confused right now. Okay, let me just start at the beginning. My friends all think that Zak and I should go out. They've been waiting on it for years. Now we're like this close and it's confusing me like crazy. Okay. Here's a little background on the situation. The whole thing with his mom is a big part of the situation. Next. He obviously likes me. He holds my hand, puts his arm around me, and even once when we were coming back from a youth thing really late, I was in and out of sleep, and noone was looking he kissed me on the cheek. We've also talked about going out. He says he doesn't want to ask me out over the phone and he said he was trying to figure out how to do it, but he still hasn't. Okay, here's how I'm confused. One person says that I should ask him, another says I should just leave him. Someone else said, imagine what revenge you could have if you went out with someone else. I have no earthly idea of what to do. Should I wait? Should I ask him? Should I go out with Kyle, the guy at my church that asked me out? Should I tell Zak that I've been asked out by someone else? AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! Any advice would be greatly appearciated. I think tonight I'm doing to try and not think about, besides praying about it. Oh, speaking of praying. If you're a praying person reading this. Please pray for Kyle and his family. His dad is in the hospital and he might not live. He's in a wheelchair with no legs and has all kinds of other health problems. Thankx and talk to yall later,

Jo