Ins and Outs of my Life

I am so lazy

I am lazy. I am really. Yeah, ok so I teach school and I raise two kids and have a husband and home to take care of. Today I am here alone. I make excuses not to clean. WHen they are here-- I make excuses not to clean. The fact is I am tired of cleaning. I hate it because it seems all I do is clean. BUt I don't ever finish and feel like I have done anything. Does that make sense? Don't get me wrong. My house is presentable. But I do need to clean. BUt instead- I have wasted 3 hours this morning (besides being on here) and still haven't done a thing. I feel guilty. Why? i do not know. I guess it is a sense of my mom fussing at me when I was little to clean. Maybe it is that I know I will have someone drop in and feel like I should have straighten up more. Ok I am going to go clean for one hour and then that will be it. yes this is a ramble and boring. But it is what is on my mind today.