The Life Of Me.

16th May 2005 - Life Is Good :D

Life is good.

I may have exams...and I probably should have been revising a little more...but life is good.

Life is very good.

As long as Martin sticks around, life will hopefully stay good. He is unlike any guy I've ever met. He's just so kind, thoughtful, and unafraid of telling me how he really feels, there are no mind games. And he loves me. When he says it, I know he means it. I truly believe he loves me.

And I love him...love him with every fibre of my being, every inch of me is constantly reaching out, yearning to catch a glimpse of him, to touch him even for just a second. As I told him previously, he's like a shining light. Corny as it sounds, and yes, I know it is lol, whenever he's around...everything else that's bad, exams, parents, friends, arguments, jam, it disappears. Then, all that's left is us. I also know that I matter, I am important...and this is something completely unknown to me. I'm not used to meaning something to someone...

Yes, this is all very mushy...but love like this is hard to find...again, I'm probably being presumptuous, a little naive and quick to jump on stuff, since we've not been seeing long...but I don't think many other people are as happy as we are. I don't know any girl who has a b/f as thoughtful and completely amazing as I do. I'm extremely lucky And it feels different...how I feel about him...it really does feel different. And we mesh so well...we're like a Galaxy Ripple and Walkers Cheese and Onion Crisps...lush lol. Seriously, really just mesh well...

God I'm rambling...I'm sick of rambling. He must be so frustrated at the fact I don't talk about much else except how wonderful he is, and how much I love him. Meh...somebody help me lol. How do you love someone...without wanting to be with them all the time, wanting to even just hear their voice, or get an email...anything...just so you know they're okay. And I'm also sick of being all obsessivey...'cause I feel like I am, 'cause it's always me writing the random emails saying I miss him...Hurm...

I miss him lol.

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