Journal

i feel better

today i feel alot better. i think that some days i just am done and tired of it all. not sucicdal or anything, just frustrated isolated and depressed. i don't know if i have mentoned this but for the next week or so i will go to italy! i am so very excited! i have never been on a trip like this and it's great. i hope the pope doesn't die...... the whole country will just be depressed........ ahhh..... well my friend who i'm going with says that her dad kind of hopes he does so we will be in rome while a new pope is chosen. ok, we are truly not bad people. it just really sounds like we are. well i got my prom inviation from the school today, katie claims that she isn't going and krystal isn't. i'm not sure if i want to go at all. i know it's an important thing but i don't even know if i want to. not to be bitter or anything i'm just tired of spending money. i bought a digital camara today and took money out of my account to pay for italy. ouch. oh well, once in a life time thing i guess............ g2g write my paper..........
mj