trapped in a soap opera

im not dead (i dont think)

yeah long time no write--i doubt anyone actually still reads this thing but anyway. as soon as i can get my freaking internet to work at the house i might actually start writing again. i have been without a computer for the last few mos so i havent had a chance to get on here. anyway tymm and i are still together --we have a nice house a few minutes outside town. back in school again mostly language classes so i have a lot of stuff to learn this semester and since im working not enough time--guess ill just have to do what i can. so far things are going well overall. i have been driving since about june or july--mom sold me her old car. actually right now im waiting for tymm to call with the card number so i can finish getting my insurance. fun fun fun. work has been stressfull i worked thirds for so long that i forgot how shitty this job really is. i work at a hotel now and the people who run it are complete morons when it comes to basic business practice, management, and customer service--i swear i act as the manager half the time just because i cant stand to work in a place run that poorly (mostly cause im the one that gets bitched out by the ppl staying there)
im really tired right now and i have so much to do today. the cool thing is that i get to take equitation this semester so i get to be around and ride horses--yea. i really thing its going to be fun. i needed at least one thing to relax and enjoy this semester--between work and school i pretty much need about 30 hours in the day plus a few extra hours to sleep. seriouslly the classes im in this semester require so much outside work its crazy. but i did kinda expect that when i made the schedule so i guess i only have myself to blame for that.
what else...
talking about the last 4 mos with tymm would take way too much time--suffice to say that it has been rocky at times--were both older and used to doing our own thing its hard to get used to having someone wanting to know what youre doing and not wanting to do the same thing or whatever. other than some things were both stubborn about we have a pretty good relationship. im not allowed to tell anyone since i might ruin his reputation--but i am so thankful that hes around this semester because hes good at the business classes im taking, he cooks, and he cleans so that means that theres not so much pressure on me to work, go to school, get the studying i need to do done, and still clean and cook. i help out when i can but without his help there would be no way for me to keep up. well i guess thats enough for now ill try to get on here more--like i said im having trouble getting my internetbut as soon as i get that running ill be back.