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I am weak

I am weak. Some people would argue this point, so I took the liberty of looking up the word. There were several meanings for the word, so I'll post them all for you.

weak ( P ) Pronunciation Key (wk)
adj. weak·er, weak·est

1. Lacking physical strength, energy, or vigor; feeble.

2. Likely to fail under pressure, stress, or strain;

3. lacking resistance: a weak link in a chain.

4. Lacking firmness of character or strength of will.

5. Lacking the proper strength or amount of ingredients: weak coffee.

6. Lacking the ability to function normally or fully: a weak heart.

7. Lacking aptitude or skill: a weak student; weak in
math.

8. Lacking or resulting from a lack of intelligence.

9. Lacking persuasiveness; unconvincing: a weak argument.

10.Lacking authority or the power to govern.

11.Lacking potency or intensity: weak sunlight.

There they are. The following apply to me. 2,3,4,10 and 11. I am going to stress #4 here. I really do have a huge weakness there. I do not ahve a firm character, or any strength of will. I know what I want, yet I allow myself to be pushed over to the point of now I am uncomfortable, and feeling like scum. I hate that feeling.

Okay- so mid journal entry, I called my church to change the time of our wedding, and instead found out that my preacher didn't book the church for us, and someone else has it now. What am I supposed to do????

Pray. Hard. Please.