trapped in a soap opera

Boy-crazy

Well, for some reason lately ive had boyfriend-itis or somthing. Every guy i see i wonder what it would be like to be with him. Dont know if it was a result of my "date" the other night--being reminded what it was like to kiss someone and wake up next to them. Who knows?? All i know is its damn inconvenient--i dont have time for all that crap--im pretty much happy where im at and dont want to change that. As far as other things go my website is getting along now...going to add some more poetry to it as soon as i figure out how--don't have time tonight. I still have accounting homework to do and a philosophy test to study for dammit. the accounting shit just isnt making sense. Oh well. if i could only get my mind off every guy i see--well not every one but pretty damn close. i actually even went so far as to contemplate whether i could stand going to college services to see this other guy in one of my classes more often--now thats fucked up! ahhh anyway homework calls. i started writing a poem about perk and i today but didnt get any time to get more than a line or two. maybe i ought to put evenescence's My Immortal on repeat in the background--it was my song for him and it makes me feel like writing. ok i really have to go now.
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