Crazy Days

Mixed Emotions

I am now back at school and have many a mixed feelings about everything. I am happy to be here more on my own again and away from Frederick. I am happy to be here with a group of people that are 100% supporitive about everything that I do and are always here for me when I need them no matter what the problem may be. I am not so happy about having a ton of work to do but I am happy that now all of the drama with my classes is taken care of. I am still stressed out of my mind but I started Yoga this week and that went well and I started Pilates next week. I have very mixed emotions about everything and I would just like to forget about my birthday because for the last 3 birthdays everything has just been getting worse and worse and I am sick of celebrating something that now has no happy association to be anymore.