trapped in a soap opera

computers are down

just jumped in here real quick to explain why im not writing much right now. the computers in my dorm are down and i hate writing entries in this lab because there are so many people around at least 5 within 3 feet (though only two could manage to look over my shoulder and i not notice). anyway..i have to write in a paper journal anyway this week for counseling...i would transcribe what i write there onto here but 1 i never have it with me and 2 its all stuff you guys have heard before, cause im supposed to spend 10 min a day writing about how i feel. a subject covered here in length previously whenever i dont have a choice about feeling (most of the time i just block it so that i can survive without going off the deep end but every once in a while it sneaks through)

anyway was to whats been going on lately--not a whole lot though greg did finally call (after i called and told him how ironic i thought it was that he wasnt following his own idea) and heres what happened...
he met a girl that he really likes. apparently he hasnt been making many phone calls at all or going to school or anything else except being around her. its all good, not like i was in love with him or anything, im just glad he finally got around to telling me that. so thats the story we talked were cool we just cant hang out much cause she knows that we hooked up (she asked when i called one night i guess) anyway im really tired so im going to head back to the dorms and go to sleep for a while. laters