The Chill Kid with the Cool Hat

well, shit

I got Kristy mad at me. I took her picture (which didn't even come out) when she told me not to. Girls just flip out over these things for some reason. Anyways, I deleted the picture because it didn't come out, so she was a little less mad. But still, how could you get mad over a thing like that? Crazy College Girls.

Today really SUCKED. Schoolwise and workwise. Took a Calculus test today. Guarenteed I didn't get over a 40%. After that I felt horrible and just wanted to go to work and have fun and forget my woes. Not a fucking chance! working more than 4 hours as a CDH is hellish. It's like controlling 5 year olds on a sugar high. Egg fights in the parking lot. People in Deli flipping out. Baggers disappearing during a rush, and people basically not knowing how to do their job. I just want to strangle Jen. She's too fucking retarded to live anyways.

Came home and gave my mum a candle for her birthday and got a hug. Made me feel better. Now we come to here, just sitting, thinking. Thinking about someone. Someone I want to be with forever, but won't.

"I hope you don't mind, hope you don't mind
That I put down in word
How wonderful life is with you in the world"