trapped in a soap opera

go me (for once)

ok so heres the deal, i got my physical science test back today and guess what i got---21.8/25 which is a high B. to make things even better he added 3 pts to this test too so now i have a 24.8 out of 25---thats a freakin 99.something baby. course now were gettin back into the stuff that doesnt make any sense so its short lived, and we have a test on the periodic table on Wed but i finally passed something in that class all by myself even without the extra curve points.

on another note, im seriously thinking about gettin back on my depression drugs. ive been doing ok without them for the last few years, but i dont want to risk school trying to be tough. ive been trying to go without cause when you quit taking them its not like they have any long term effects so you go back to where you were before you started. but im thinking that it would be better for me to suck it up and take them while im in school so i can actually finish. as it is half the time ive been here ive been half or non functional. when im depressed i cant do much and when i go to the hypomanic side then i have the energy but its almost like i have ADD i cant concentrate or sit still or anythign so its hurting me. i have been doing ok in my classes but i just havent been going as much as i should. speaking of i need to look up the counseling center cause i dont feel like going all the way back to my room to find out where they are so i can go deal with this.