Just Jul Lee

What Now?

The Power Lies In Me  (18+) Who truly holds the power? #638203 by DragonWrites~The Fire Faerie~

What Now?
DATE: July 8, 2003

Okay, it sucks. I can't even begin to touch upon the week I'm having...and it's only Tuesday. I don't even think this entry follows the self-imposed format all the others follow. And you know what? Just for now, only today, I don't care.

I'm thinking of running, fast and far, running and never coming back. I feel like dying, I feel like crying, I feel like sceaming, I feel like laughing, I feel like talking and all I can do is type in my journal.

This is not going good right now, this life of mine. I'm drowing and no one can see me any longer. I feel sick.

I'm wondering why I'm even bothering to write this down now. Afer my always entry, you figure I would be different today. I'm not.

Yesterday was awful, today is spiraling rapidly downward. Eep! Arrgh! Ack! Crap!! I guess.

Welcome to Dragons Delyte and Faries Farce...Welcome to my world!

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