Sarah's Life

Graduations and ensuing chaos

So apparently I have been 100% cut out of my old group. And they couldn't even be stylish about it.

Graduation, and all of that, today. Afterwords, Pam mentions to me in passing "So I'll see you at Matt's tonight?". I give her a confused look, and she (in a sort of *no duh* tone of voice) says, "For his party"

I think to myself, "Ok, so he must have anounced it on the forum, and since I'm not forum 1337, She's just filling me in on it."

So later that evening, Gaite and I head over that way. We get there. Matt looks quite surprised. I later discover from a short conversation with pam that most people had recieved their invitations directly from Matt.

He hadn't even mentioned a party to me.

He didn't even have the courage to tell me that he wasn't comfortable having me at a party which Mengqi was invited to. If that was even the reason. Since apparently it's been a pretty well known party, and no one... No One... mentioned it to me until Pam accidentally let it slip (I'm sure she wasn't filled in on the conspiracy because she would never go along).

Fuckers. Every last one of them with the exception of pam. Even David didn't bring it up with me.




"Human life is permeated with underground streams" - Berdynev
"You have to give the darkness permission, it cannot take over otherwise" - Madeline L'Engle, A ring of Endless Light
"Terrible deeds done in the name
Of tunnel vision and fear of change
Surely are expressions of
A soul that's turned its back on love" - Bruce Cockburn, Put it in your heart
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