Fighting the Current

no longer numb

Trig really wasn't that bad at all. I may have a shot at a 100, but there were a couple questions I was not entirely positive on.

Apprehensive tonight.

Starting to take on the traits of characters I've hardly created and don't intend to create.

English exam tomorrow. It shouldn't be too bad, I hope... I have to read about ten chapters tonight of the worst book I've ever encountered. "Would you listen to the way that guy talks? He's totally verbose!" SAT prep in mystery-novel format. It's verging on physically painful.

Distanced tonight.

In reading through my paper journal last night I discovered that I must have entries in at least three copybooks besides that journal and this journal. I really need to consolidate. It's confusing when I'm looking for something specific.

The only reason why I have to take the English final is because I got a high 80-something on the midterm, which knocked my quarter grade down to a B+ and screwed me over to take this exam. I refuse to just let that go. Yes, I brought it on myself, but if the rules of the English Department had changed with the English Department itself, then I'd be free already!!!! ::breathes::

No patience tonight.

Yardwork most of today. Just mindless enough for my thoughts to be somewhat numbed.

Cleared out the camera disks, so I can actually take pictures once again--and I did. Words to the wise: do not focus on a tiny 1"x1" screen for extended periods of time after spending all afternoon in the sun.

Went out to see the Big Dipper last night. I can finally identify the North Star on my own. Saw a satellite or the space station or something in the upper atmosphere. Beautiful clear night. I could actually see a good number of stars/planets. And it was so cool outside. I would have stayed out there all night if it were possible. I love nights like that.

::sigh::

So tired. School practically ends this week, so one stress is almost entirely gone. Job interview after school tomorrow. College interview Friday (I dunno, they wanted me to do it with the tour). Anthropology course starts next week, although that is something I think I'll enjoy.

Back to English or I can't hope to finish.