trapped in a soap opera

what i couldnt say last night

Ok, now i can get a little more into what i wanted to write last night. i couldnt do it then because hanlen was looking over my shoulder and heath decided that his hat "made him invisible to campus security" and decieded to go on a drunken wandering, so we had to follow to make sure that he didnt get arrested or anything, then about halfway, hanlen lays down under a bush (i guess all the activity of walking sped up how drunk he was ). so im walking around following heath and hanlen still isnt gettin up. so i decided i know hanlen and not heath, besides heath had rich parents to get him out of trouble and halen doesnt, so i went back to hanlen, who had just gotten up, and we walked back to the ZBT apartments. i had to pee, and by the time i got out heath had made his way back i guess he circled around cause i dont know how he made it back that quickly. anyway stayed over there until about 4 when they both finally passed out and perk came over. went to perks and slept got up about 1 today.

ok now to what i couldnt write last night...even though i have since day one, i find hanlen intriguing. i left gregs last night as an excuse to hang out with him. hes kind of cute, and a really nice guy. he was talking about dancing (its a long monologue about it that im not gonna try to repeat, drunk ramblings) and i wanted to dance with him, but i was afraid that perk would come in--so i didnt. hes a very cool guy. i think hes a virgin (by choice), which means i wouldnt sleep with him (one of my weird morals), but hes one of those guys i might actually date.
there was definitely something going on, dont think it would ever go anywhere. oh well i need to go get ready for work....so later