Ins and Outs of my Life

Blubber

Blubber, that is how I feel today. I guess most gals go through it. You know you have put on a little weight. THen you put a few more on and it just keeps going up instead of down.
Last night I went to put on some skirts from last year and they are a little tight. I looked in the mirror and felt I looked froppy instead of professional. I haven't gotten over that feeling of "OH my gosh, I am getting Fat!" feeling yet. THen I found a picture today of my husband and I very skinny. It was only about 15 years ago but I was 75 pounds lighter. I used to be underweight. I never imagined I would ever have a weight problem. THen my thyroid konked out and it has been a struggle since. I tend to put on the weight during my pregancies and never lose it. My metalbolism is just screwed.
I am going to go jogging today and drink a ton of water. I hate diet drinks and love cokes. THat is my weakness. IF I could give them up I think I would drop the pounds pretty fast. The Atkins thing works but I don't have the motivation to starve. So I will just complain to everyone, " I am getting fat." Maybe I will get enough motivation to really work at getting ready for the bathing suit season.