Sarah's Life

Why the hell can't he leave me alone?

Humans are creatures of habit... when we try to break that habit, we all too often end up crawling back to it.

Proof - Cody. He's the one who said he wanted me out of his life. He's the one who decided to push me away. He's the one who finally came to the conclusion that having me gone would be a good thing - so I did the best thing a friend could do in that situation - I left. He wanted me gone, so I left.

Did it hurt? Hell yes. In the past few years I've watched everone I was close to before starting highschool drift away. Was it my fault? Usually. Did it hurt? Sometimes. Cody was my last connection to my past - my last, long lasting friendship. He knew me better than almost everyone... I say almost, because Jackson knows me better, but more intuitivly than by actual length of time.

Yeah, I fucked up. I didn't mean to - but hell, this is life, and people learn. And we learn for a reason. It took me a while, but eventually I learned where things were leading - Jackson. I had to go through most of that shit to be able to appreciate him, and to know how to actually be a decent person while in a relationship.

*sigh*
*makes her typical dramatic exit*