Varying Shades of Gray - My Life

12-16-02

God, if I only do one thing right, let it be that I can help my friends. BOH. Without going into details, he's feeling pretty bad about himself, right now. :( I am trying, God I am trying to cheer him up. From what I know, he's never really felt that good about himself. Never seen how beautiful he truly is, on the inside and out. But now? OMG. In the time I've known him, this is probably the worst I have seen him feel about himself. He is more precious than the rarest stone or most beautiful flower. He truly is a ray of sunshine in our lives. A ray of sunshine that at the moment is overshadowed by clouds. I have to try to help him. I have to make that sunshine burn off those clouds. But, I don't know how. I don't want anything to ever happen to him. He has helped me so many times with my troubles. He has been there for me. And I will be there for him, I just don't know how to help him. I am giving him my full support and love. But, I so fear that, that is not enough. I can hope, that with time, this will pass. He is too precious and means too much to too many people. Maybe he doesn't see that, but I do. And I am sure that I am not the only one.
I will be there for as long as he wants me to be. I will try to not let him down. I will try to put that sparkle back in his eyes. I will try to put that sunshine back into our lives.
I don't know what else to write, right now.
Have a good evening.